All I want is Darn Fake!!??

From the sexy doctors to the heroes under the city of New York and to Us TEENAGERS!!!. Since Grey's and Heroes are down i'm moving back to One Tree Hill since Gabriel said it's damn interesting and mark my words it's FUCKING AWESOME!!!. Drama to the maximation, perfect for my mood since I've been damn emo lately due to stuff!!. One Tree Hill marks US!! Teenagers, Primary school, High School now!! 2 more years COLLEGE!!, We'll lose and not find ways to communicate with our friends, busy with our life, work and LOVE!. 2 years in making for that life we all wish for Freedom and pressure in the corporate world those times when we used have football during PJK, Canteen food, Class enviroment and etc will be gone forever., People say it's truely awesome but awesome stuff have their consequences like losing friends, who knows maybe Tanisha will go to Aussie like what happened to Emica recently, Carrie might be busy in Penang?, Aaron might be in college and I might be pursuing my career in life. When will get to meet in 4 years time??. One tree Hill gave me glimpse of what is there to come after High School.My Career, My Friends, My Love Gone?.Just imagine walking along the streets wandering and then you past by a book shop and you saw the daily news, one of your pals a millionaire and forgetting everything about high school that's a dickhead person LOL. I've been damn emo recently God knows why?? maybe due to my relationship? If Love to be given because of guilt in the past, I suppose True Love is nothing but 2 plain words with no meaning at all. All I want and ever hope to get something called True Love in knowing that you know someone for almost five years and thinking it would be forever and ever. Guilt to Love ?. All I Want is Darn Fake!!?? Anybody for Emo Songs, I got a brilliant 1 to recommend it to you Susie Suh-All I Want-One tree Hill Season 5 soundtrack

Lyrics!
Too many times, I have wondered
What all trying is for
You come around, I feel so down, I'm gonna drown
Because I know that you've fallen short

But do you know, It doesn't change
The way I feel about you at the end of the day
Because I know
That all I want is what you got
All I want is what you got

And too many times, I have wanted
To turn around and walk away
Knowing deep inside
You can't provide what I need from you anyway

But do you know, It doesn't change
The way I feel about you at the end of the day
Because I know
That all I want is what you got
All I want is what you got

I tell you that I wanna go, but I wanna stay
I tell you that I wanna go, but I wanna stay
I tell you that I wanna go, but I wanna stay
I wanna stay, I wanna stay, I wanna stay
But I know I'm gonna lose myself this way
I wanna stay, I wanna stay, I wanna stay
But I know I'm gonna lose myself this way

But do you know, It doesn't change
The way I feel about you at the end of the day
'Cause I know
That all I want is what you got
All I want is what you got
But this moment is all I've got
It's all I've got